So like this really super weird thing began happening to me my last week in Los Angeles when my guy and I were busy packing up my things.I would get these "waves of Christmas".... which I can only describe as being something like "waves of nausea". The "waves" part was the same... but "Christmas and Nausea" are obviously two different feelings.
They were good "waves of Christmas". The weird thing is that I wasn't packing anything remotely connected to Christmas and I don't have any great good feelings of Christmas stored up in my data bank of experiences. In facts, last year, I took a 3 week trip to the other side of the planet (New Zealand and Australia) to purposefully avoid the month of December and everything that went along with it.
These waves happened about 6 or 8 times each day. We would be packing and I would tell my special guy "I just had one of those waves of Christmas". Something may have flashed super fast in my mind or not (not really sure).... it was more like this feeling that would run through me. It was warm, fuzzy, loving... everything good in one wave. I wasn't thinking about Christmas before or after the "wave" thingy happened.
During our drive to Pennsylvania the "Waves of Christmas" only happened a few times.
Since I have been here I have only experienced the "Waves of Christmas" about once or twice.
It's super weird and have no idea what it means or why it is happening.
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Great blogs! My perception is that your body was clearing cellular memories that no longer served the person you've become. It was what I would call a clearing! In essence you left a lot of stuff behind when you left CA. The combination of Christmas with waves of nausea, etc. is what I base the conclusion on
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My favorite time of the year has always been Christmas. It is the one time of year that there is a shared since of child like anticipation (unless you are on a day trip to the Getty and Topanga). With your new move, quite like being on a roller coaster, you are experiencing the excitement of your new life and the fear of whats around the next corner, all at the same time. This could be the root of the "Christmas with waves of nausea". Even the best of gurus are thrown for a loop when on an exciting NEW roller coaster :)
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